Thursday, January 17, 2008

Feeling slightly more alert than dead!

My mind is *quite* soupy today. A bottle of wine and a restless night of sleep and bad dreams will do that to a person.

I'm having trouble getting anything done at work. First of all, the project I am working on is complicated and complex and often makes little to no sense to me. Second, it is FREEZING in the Test Lab. Like, I-can't-feel-my-hands FREEZING. Third, I'm thinking about Jordan and how cute he looked in that black t-shirt of his and how sweet he could be and how happy he made me and other things that I was totally prepared to never think about again.

Another one of those things that a bottle of wine will do to you.

I have no idea what else to say about that.

I'm eating Traditional-flavored Chex Mix.
I'm drinking SoBe Sugar-Free Adrenaline Rush.
I'm wearing tan corduroy pants from the Gap that I haven't worn in a long time and a gray hoodie showing my support for Alexandria Boys' Soccer.
I'm sitting cross-legged in a generic black office chair in this freezing cold Lab on the 6th floor.
I'm wishing nobody would notice if I just left for the day.
I'm planning on finishing my laundry tonight.
I'm listening to the elevators beeping.
I'm feeling very conflicted.
I'm testing things I barely understand.
I'm wondering what I should do this weekend.

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