Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i'd pee on any one of you!

Another day spent working from home. I worked and did some painting.
this evening i watched season 3 of Sex and the City on DVD. I am
feeling anti-social. I feel bad about that. i'm usually so open, but
i have totally been shutting people out. I think it's one of the
long-term effects of Jordan. he made me so tense and guarded all the
time. sometimes i think i'm afraid of my own shadow. sigh. i don't
want to say i regret anything, but there is a part of me that wishes
i'd never met him. :(

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