Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Mind dump

Can't sleep - my tummy is upset...not sure why. I slept from about 10 PM - 12 AM, but I've been wide awake since then.

Weekend was good...mostly. Friday night, Other Amy and I went to Scrap-Mania at Archiver's.

Saturday, I went to work early early early for an install. Good times. I did some shopping, took a nap, did some painting and collage work, hung out w/ John, and ended up with Ryan H. and some other guys from work.

Sunday, I was not feeling so good. I was pretty lazy. Watched some Law and Order: CI and HGTV and napped with Bailey.

Today I worked from home. In the evening, I prepped some paper with gesso to be painted soon. Jim came over, fixed my screen, and we went out for burgers. He brought me home and I went to bed.

I haven't really checked my personal email in 3 days, I think. I'm ok with that.

I haven't checked my bank account or any of my social networking sites (Facebook, etc) or the blogs I read regularly in about 3 days as well. I'm also ok with that.

I've been painting and making collages and ATC's and thinking about lots of creative things lately. I like that.

I'm soooooooooo sick of dead moles.

I hope Jordan doesn't hate me and that he remembers the nice things I did and the things he liked about me. I don't know why I care. I find myself missing him in an odd kind of way now and then. I don't know if "missing" is the right word.

I don't know.

I want to meet new people, but I lack energy. I want to get big projects started and other ones finished, but I lack motivation. I want to do everything, but I can't. I want to do something, but wanting to do everything paralyzes me.

I don't especially like being naked.

I wish I was in New Zealand.

I miss my friends.

I miss my family.

I miss school.

I like having a blog.

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