Thursday, October 6, 2011

Happy Birthday, Dad...

Tomorrow is supposed to be my dad's 56th birthday...

That's the cruddy sort of thought that A. I can't do anything about; B. Makes everything hurt all over again; C. Reminds me that it always hurts - and it always will, at least to some extent; and, D. Really, really, really sucks.  A whole lot.

That being said, I will do my best to celebrate his life tomorrow.  We'll meet for happy hour at his favorite bar and go through the motions the way he'd want us to...the semblance of normality and recovery, I guess.

I don't really know what else to say...I just want my daddy.